Plan

got cancelled. So no updates.

I am...

ONE less again!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
It hurts. Kaafi saara!
Left a hole in my room, you bum! You doll. You squeaky little mousie. You silly billy.
:|
That is life for me, and for all.
Happy at times, lonely at others.
The wait starts again.

Can

we stop the mind from functioning?
I want to do that.
Might try on 31st@11:59pm.

My Punctured Edifice

I built it brick by brick.
I used my HAPPY trick.
Someone came and gave it a prick.
My edifice, it got punctured.

Nothing seemed to bend it, then.
Nothing seems to mend it, now.

They are back.
Though a little slackened.
The ghost memoirs from the past,
They haunt as they return.
I only can wish,
They fade away fast.

Naughty...

I have been tagged so.
By all the people around.
If something goes wrong, anywhere, I am blamed.
If something fishy happens, I am blamed.
I cry aloud and plead innocence.
It keeps happening.
Again and again and YET again!
In the end, I realise, I actually am to be blamed.
LOL.

Horrible

Have you ever felt horrible for daysssss altogether?
I have.
I am still feeling that.
And I am not liking the self because of that.
Can somebody call the fire brigade?
:(

24, 25, 26

No post=no reason :|

Mind Speak

Like slippery sand,
From your hand,
I fell.

A pierced soul,
A battered heart.
Like foul art.

I sit and ponder.
It is no wonder.
Honesty has no takers.
It goes down the bin at the bakers.

To hell with the world and its inhabitants.
I stay put.
I stay shut.
In my cosy shell.
I do quite well.

Cheats

What evil pleasures do they derive out of hurting people who have done them no harm?
:(

A

God has been merciful.
He created supply even before I demanded.
First A-Two.
Then N.
Then I realised that in all this hullaballoo I had the time to miss A.
Such is the importance of A.
Today morning A sms-ed.
And was I happy?
:D

E

E seems to be improving.
Felt good to know and realise :)
Happy like never before!

Post! Pssst!
Slept yet AGAIN!

Sleep

You Know Who needs a lot of sleep.
Tired.
Happy.
Very.
Feels good to have so many people in the house.
One count less makes hell of a difference.
Life is Good!
You Know Who is thankful.
:)

A-Two

You Know Who is sitting in a closed room.
This is being done to keep THE excitement at bay.
Thinking of so many things at the moment.
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Day started bad.
You Know Who got damn angry.
Shouted at ONE and attracted a few eyeballs.
Doesn't happen often.
Good it did.
LOL
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You Know Who met A-Two after about 10 days.
A-Two and You Know Who went mad with joy.
It was sheer bliss to be back together :)
A-Two couldn't stop hugging You Know Who.
And You Know Who couldn't stop giggling.
Exchanged all the major tidbits.
Spent a solid one hour plus together (rare thingy).
Shared 'our' drink.
Saw so many photographs.
A-Two is a rare find and a special one.
Haina?
Love You!
Oh yeah A-Two got You Know Who something really special.
Thank You so much!
*Hugs*
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One

Dependance.
You Know Who does not like it.
Na Na Na.
You Know Who was not there, and all was RED!
What was built in years, came crashing down in a jiffy!
Better planning?!
Pray he saw.
Pray he'd do something about it.
.

Silent games

Silence, no matter how much you like it, can kill.
Then why is silence still a preferred option?
A spoken word, may hurt, but it won't certainly kill.
No?
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What would you say to me, if that was the last thing you could?
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What if tomorrow on, I choose to not talk?
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None

No post written on 15th December as You Know Who was sleeping.
Clapping!

A

A told You Know Who that A has noticed that You Know Who gets a very very warm welcome wherever You Know Who goes.
Agree.
And looks are deceptive.
Ha ha.
*Sheepish grin*
*Bells of wicked laughter in the head*
*Silent from the outside*
*Hulchul within*
Maybe You Know Who is good. Or MAY BE!

Method to the MADness

Have you ever tried finding it?
You Know Who does that all the time and makes the self more confused.
You Know Who loves to confuse the self as much as You Know Who loves to confuse people.
Tangle, Untangle.
Tangle, Untangle.
Tangle, Untangle. ;)

THE DAY

There were bigger butterflies than I thought there would be!
The silly thing was that only 'I' had them!
But that was Morgen.
The rest of the day went smooth.
It was SUPER DUPER!
A classic.
And I am smiling since so many hours now.
And my cheeks are hurting.
And the ANGEL called me BANG when I was beginning to wonder when we would talk next.
:)

Day Two...

to the countdown was fun!
Nervousness gone, excitement in.
Have never enjoyed a W so much.
Never attended one like this.
:D
Tomorrow's gonna be very funny.
The butter will fly again.
I love my Angel.
God Bless her (them)!
Muaaahhhh......
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Tonight I am going to sleep next to 6 crates full of:
1.Wine
2.Smirnoff and
3.Whisky.
Hope I don't get up drunk tomorrow.
Hick!
God!

:D

:) Oh God!
Wow!
When you don't ask for anything you get the best!
I just got THE BEST
:)
Yayyyyy!!!

Flying Butter

Why does the butter fly
When days come near by?
Scary dude!
Damn!
(Never had so many emotional highs together: Happy, Excited, Scared, Lonely, Comfortably Lonely.)
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Looking forward to the life ahead. Really.
Today, I am really really really smiling a lot.
A very very good day I had.
Indeed.

Smile

I have been told often.
I smile not.
Or I smile a little.
Or I don't smile like I should.
Have been trying hard to smile a lot now.
Thought it was working.
For, someone told me I smile a lot now.
But.
Thud.
The other day ONE said: Why are you so serious in life?
Huh.
And today again I was told (by a random person) that I should smile much more.
It ain't easy dude.
Is it necessary that one should smile to show that one is happy?
No.
But, I realise that a smile can spread cheer around.
So, shall try again. :)

Lost

Ever tried getting lost?
Try.
Ever tried finding the unknown?
Find.
Ever did something that makes YOU happy?
Do.
Ever dared to do what you dread?
Dare.
Life's running away.
Don't let go.
Live for the moment and keep smiling :)
Cheers!

:)

One Sad
One Happy
One Sad
One Happy
One Sad
One Happy
One Sad
One Happy
One Sad
One Happy
I will be formally joining the forces and try to remain Happy Ever After.

Tussle

The tussle is tearing me apart.
I don't like it.
It is like being forced to be what you are not.
I am Happy and I want to remain so.
And these days:
One day I am happy and calm (the usual self)
One day I am too low and restless (so unlike me)
Just when things start looking nice and brighter,
the bubble bursts.
Ye sab kya ho raha hai?
Untangle me and leave me alone, else...

Drunk

I am high on a song.
Have heard it thrice on the radio today itself.
Have been trying hard to find it.
Have e-mailed the best possible sources, so that I can know the album name.
P.S.: I am looking for the remix and NOT the Nusrat version.
Ye jo halka halka suroor hai,
Ye teri nazar ka kusoor hai
Ke sharaab peena sikha diya
Just love it :D
Have been very, very happy since I've heard it.
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And here's an update!
After a long day of struggle, I FINALLY found it on my own! Achievement!
Clapping!

Shhh...

I like the sound of silence.
Silence is me.
In the process of being silent, I:
Didn't answer a few calls,
Didn't reply to the pings,
Didn't talk to those who wished to talk to me.
Sorry people!

Frrreeee...Fire!

You Know Who wants to freeze everything and be Happy :)
You Know Who sits squatted on the rooftop.
Pours some kerosene oil.
Lights a matchstick.
Burns the brain.
Swooooooossssshhhh.
Oh, but You Know Who was supposed to freeze everything and not set anything ablaze.
:O
Now?

Night

Lent, my ear to the night.
Heard, the sound of the wind.
Saw, the trees leaving their places.
Strolling, they twisted their bodies.
They yawned a little, gossiped a bit.
Warned them to return to their places soon,
lest the sun rises and YOU see them.