Eight

was the count of planes I've seen in air on pne single day..i.e. today
:D
Does that signify I am travelling somwhere soon?
* Sigh *

Of awesome sights and sightings...

Exceptionally beautiful sightings...
Saw four peacocks sitting atop one of the domes of the Red Fort!!!
One bird, that I suspect was a Koel, perched hidden among the topmost branches of a giant tree.
All along the way to work watched the moon travel wimme.
Yes! It was high up even during the wee hours!
जब वो चांद है तेरा हमसफ़र,
कैसे खुद को तन्हा कहे तू, ऐ राहगुज़र?

LATE

I have found the answer to why I've been keeping a "distance" from them.
Answer: Feb 15 2007.
They may feel guilty now, but nothing can be undone.
It is too LATE.
I move on, in search of peace.

Anti-social?

Met the Proud Aqui twice in past two weeks.
Realised that I've forgotten how to interact with real-time friends...
Symptoms:
* Starting to think something else in the midst of a conversation more than once.
* After coming back home chatted with Proud Aqui on gtalk and realised I talk better when I write :|
Virtually trapped?
I am fighting my way out.
Thx Proud Aqui :)

.......................................................

:|
Felt sad and a little worried...needed to talk to A.
A called.
It took one hour for A to figure out what was wrong where.
A helped me fix it.
Speech therapy for the mute (like me).
:D
;)

A smile

from HIM is all it takes for You Know Who to be happy.

:)

:D

Started The BOND again.

Forks and Knives

Newness is:
Good
Change
Inspiring
A step ahead of the present.
Lekin...
new trends tend to disrupt the old world charm, at times.
Have been doing rounds of some restaurants, only a few tend to have good cutlery. By good, I mean those old-fashioned, long and pointed, heavy forks and knives.
They are a pleasure to eat with. I am going to buy some for myself.
For, they delight the palate, and add charm to the whole experience of dining (in or out).

Upper Crust

...bought it after ages today...
will read at leisure.
Reminds me of those days when I used to get it from second hand shops for much much cheaper rates ;)

OCD

It is waapis (but not as bad as earlier).
Have been washing hands like crazy again...
bachaoooo!!!

Aag aur Paani

You Know Who's anger management skills need a lot of attention.
How can a peace lover get soooooooooooooooo angry??
Baap re!
Scared, I am. Of the self.

I

sent a stinker of an SMS, fearing a horrible reply in answer.
First time EVER I dared to start a fight, rather than solve an issue over a good and calm conversation with A.
Felt good after writing it (SMS).
Felt horrible after sending it.
Felt silly after getting the reply.
Plan to continue being angry till the anger subsides on its own.
And A knows that.
I am 100 percent sure about it.
And before I finish this post, here comes the proof. The SMS, which says: Are you still angry with me?
I replied: Yes, I am.
Hope this mucky stuff gets over soon.

When...

plans fall in place, without you having to lift a finger to work around them, it feels GREAT.
:D
Grin

Lessons:

1.Never vent out your anger at someone for whom it is NOT meant.
2.De-socialise and socialise in a way that neither bothers you too much. Balance, that is.
Over and Out.

Zilch

words.
Ok two.

One year

So, it is one year today.
How do I feel she asked?
Still a little bitter, was my reply.
I do not like lies and this year that day, I heard one.
HATE S.
Money can make you lose respect. S has lost it in my eyes.
Liar!
Crook!
If God grants me one murder S will face my knife.

Just

... another day.

Food

no matter how much You Know Who loves it, there has been a growing disorientation.
The smallest reason is enough for You Know Who to declare any meal of the day CANCELLED.
This needs tobe checked.
ASAP.

100 plus

posts on The Chamber of Serets completed today.
Feeling good :D
I believe, therefore I am. :D

S.Mela

happened...FINALLY!
:D

Gloom

कुछ इस तरह दर्द-ए-दरिया में बह रहे हैं वह दो सनम,
के अब बाहर आने से न होगा उनका दर्द कम,
एक बार मुलाकात हमसे हुई जब उनकी तो वह बोले,
आओ तुम्हे भी बना लें हम हमदम,
हम बोले छोड़ दो ये गम,
तो वह बोले
की अब तो डूब जाने में ही है जन्नत, ऐ सनम!

Some love to cry,
to crib,
to hold on to gloom.
God help them.
For, they are the ones who are whiling away life, while trying to find happiness in gloom.

No DAY

There should be some No Days in life...
You Know Who should have the option of refusing to go to work on the No Day.
You Know Who did exactly so.
On the No Day, You Know Who shouldn't plan anything, but go by the flow.
On this No Day, You Know Who said NO to going out with someone at the cost of making that someone angry.
You Know Who didn't feel bad because that NO helped that someone, even though that someone could not see the same.
So, it is really OKAY.
Don't fret.
Don't feel guilty.
Life's Good
:)

Book Fair

...was total madness.
You Know Who loves doing crazy things at times.
Company matters.
You Know Who got just the right company for the book fair :D
Three hours well spent.
No matter how much You Know Who runs away from books, they always manage to catch You Know Who.
Ha!

Good

...people come unannounced and make You Know Who Happy.
Three hours of yapping made US feel relaxed.
Was much needed.

Madness of the mind

Spoke to Doc for over 1.5 hours
:D
With those insane talks,
the mind walks.
It roams helter,
it then vrooms skelter.
I like the madness of the mind.
It is kinda cute :D

You Know

WHO was in a no-writing mood.

Post
DAY.
Happens that way
Also.

Scratches in my head

* Should You Know Who quit the job?
You Know Who doesn't have another in hand. You Know Who is trying. This one's no more enjoyable and challenging. Or would it be wise to continue?
How long will this continue?
* P is strongest. Indeed. Love P toooooo much. Promising the self to make things better for P :)
* You Know Who shall dedicate at least one hour to reading everyday. Beginning today. Enough of bumming!
* I like A's questions. They are stirring. They make me think. And think. And some more :D
And they help too!
And yeah a very Happy Budday to Partner.
May you get all that is desired :)
Keep Smiling!

A Gift

I got for you today.
Symbolic of my acceptance.
Even if it come a little late.
I hope you like it :)

It Kills!

Don't know how it happens, I enter a state of gloominess whenever I go there w/o her :(
Last time I went there sans her, I errr....cried in public!!!
Huh!
Today, I went there again.
Was happy for some time, and THEN pop she appeared :) :(
Teri yaad - by Jal, I play teri yaad mein ;)