Watching 'em pass by...

Sitting on the window sill...
Thinking of those that ran the big bill...
They surely got the kill...
With all that that they could take, and all that they will...
Yet, they couldn't take what I see from this sill...
It is still for me to climb, the HILL...

:)

F.2.13

You Know Who is a Happy person but slated to have a BAD night...

A bold step...You Know Who faced IT today, just Like You Know Who faces all situations...after days of questioning the mind...

You Know Who saw You Don't Know What today....it does not exist no more but for the huge black thingy and a wall...and some rubble (maybe more)

Pierced the soul...numbed the mind...shattered the heart....

Love for the inanimate? Dire...

Five souls will cry forever

It is Gone forever...

Life goes on....

Period

:)

So glad to meet myself :D

...................................................................................................

For the Nth number of time, today:
The day went smooth...
The evening was brutally murdered by the same person who does it every time...
The reason was the same...
The attitude (mine) was the same: stay happy and ward off any turbulent thoughts that come your way...
The only difference being: today it is a li'l more than difficult to stay sane...
The events in the past two days have done enough already, and the evening stuff was really not needed...
Then, as if, enough was REALLY not enough, another call, later in the evening today, with another fucked up news, did it for me...
I am DEPRESSED...
For the first time in what have been YEARS now...

Questions by the Q-master

AA asked me WHY have I not been updating this space?

I answered: I am angry at someone...THAT someone is blissfully unaware of my anger.

AA also forwarded me an email on 'expectations'.

I respond, here, repeating his dialogue: Man is a social animal.

There are some people from whom you can't help but 'expect'.
In my relationship with this person, who is affecting my thoughts so much, I have graduated to 'not expect much'.

But the little (and when I say little, it indeed is very little) I expect cannot be poof-ed.

Is this anger and the thoughts that follow, some test to post-graduation in 'expectations'?

Or will it leave me unhappy?

My guess is I am growing stronger.

Rest, we shall see.

:(

It is SAD that You Know Who is sad.

A day

well spent...
Thanks to A, that I didn't waste the Sunday sleeping...

Sleep

I've slept for a max of 10 hours...
The record has been broken now...
13 damn hours!
Mazzaaa aa gaya!

Eight

was the count of planes I've seen in air on pne single day..i.e. today
:D
Does that signify I am travelling somwhere soon?
* Sigh *

Of awesome sights and sightings...

Exceptionally beautiful sightings...
Saw four peacocks sitting atop one of the domes of the Red Fort!!!
One bird, that I suspect was a Koel, perched hidden among the topmost branches of a giant tree.
All along the way to work watched the moon travel wimme.
Yes! It was high up even during the wee hours!
जब वो चांद है तेरा हमसफ़र,
कैसे खुद को तन्हा कहे तू, ऐ राहगुज़र?