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For the Nth number of time, today:
The day went smooth...
The evening was brutally murdered by the same person who does it every time...
The reason was the same...
The attitude (mine) was the same: stay happy and ward off any turbulent thoughts that come your way...
The only difference being: today it is a li'l more than difficult to stay sane...
The events in the past two days have done enough already, and the evening stuff was really not needed...
Then, as if, enough was REALLY not enough, another call, later in the evening today, with another fucked up news, did it for me...
I am DEPRESSED...
For the first time in what have been YEARS now...