LATE

I have found the answer to why I've been keeping a "distance" from them.
Answer: Feb 15 2007.
They may feel guilty now, but nothing can be undone.
It is too LATE.
I move on, in search of peace.

Anti-social?

Met the Proud Aqui twice in past two weeks.
Realised that I've forgotten how to interact with real-time friends...
Symptoms:
* Starting to think something else in the midst of a conversation more than once.
* After coming back home chatted with Proud Aqui on gtalk and realised I talk better when I write :|
Virtually trapped?
I am fighting my way out.
Thx Proud Aqui :)

.......................................................

:|
Felt sad and a little worried...needed to talk to A.
A called.
It took one hour for A to figure out what was wrong where.
A helped me fix it.
Speech therapy for the mute (like me).
:D
;)

A smile

from HIM is all it takes for You Know Who to be happy.

:)

:D

Started The BOND again.

Forks and Knives

Newness is:
Good
Change
Inspiring
A step ahead of the present.
Lekin...
new trends tend to disrupt the old world charm, at times.
Have been doing rounds of some restaurants, only a few tend to have good cutlery. By good, I mean those old-fashioned, long and pointed, heavy forks and knives.
They are a pleasure to eat with. I am going to buy some for myself.
For, they delight the palate, and add charm to the whole experience of dining (in or out).

Upper Crust

...bought it after ages today...
will read at leisure.
Reminds me of those days when I used to get it from second hand shops for much much cheaper rates ;)

OCD

It is waapis (but not as bad as earlier).
Have been washing hands like crazy again...
bachaoooo!!!

Aag aur Paani

You Know Who's anger management skills need a lot of attention.
How can a peace lover get soooooooooooooooo angry??
Baap re!
Scared, I am. Of the self.

I

sent a stinker of an SMS, fearing a horrible reply in answer.
First time EVER I dared to start a fight, rather than solve an issue over a good and calm conversation with A.
Felt good after writing it (SMS).
Felt horrible after sending it.
Felt silly after getting the reply.
Plan to continue being angry till the anger subsides on its own.
And A knows that.
I am 100 percent sure about it.
And before I finish this post, here comes the proof. The SMS, which says: Are you still angry with me?
I replied: Yes, I am.
Hope this mucky stuff gets over soon.